When I go somewhere new like I move to a new school or so, I'm not quite a friendly person. I jut don't know why. Plus, when I go to a new place, I only make friends with whoever I think might like me for me. And when I do :
~ I talk English with them . It benefits us both : She will start talking English and improve her language skill and I will feel a lot less lonely.

Here's the problem :
If I talk English in public with her, I often here people saying that I'm showing off and that I'm snobby.

Hello ! Let me tell you something ! You know my name ; not my story !
                                       
                                       
How do you know that I'm showing off ?
Don't you think that I was just having a conversation with my friend ? Huh ? DO you ever think that of tourists. No right . Because you say that it is their native language. Listen here ! I'm not like you guys. I didn't learn Malay first. I learnt English. So, my native language is English.It is the language I feel comfortable with.

How do you know I am snobby ?
What about you ? When you say that I am snobby, you mean that I am actually MUCH better than you. You won't think bad thoughts unless you do not like that person. And the dominant reason that you hate a someone is because you are jealous.
                                       
                                                       
Hah ! Caught ya red handed ! See ?


Explanation :
                                                             

Well, let me elaborate.

I am just trying to be what I can. You can't stop me. I just want to make use of what I have now. Like, if I love to write .I may not get to write in the future. You never know. What you should do is try and find what you are good at .
Let me tell you, I'm not the best there is. If I went back to UK, I'd be just another local person because everyone there can speak English. So, is there any specialty for me ? No.
Even here in Malaysia, I'm not the best. There are tonnes of other people. Like a girl in my class. She's really good at reading something with intonation that you won't even care of her English is broken. I'm really jealous of her but do I hate her ? No ! She's one of my good friends.
So, what I advise is just make use of what you have and try to be a better person.

Next....

Every time someone is asked to review me in person, they say that I look like a nice person. Seriously ? Do I look that innocent ? To you, it might be a compliment but to me, no !  It is just people judging you by appearance and not by what you do or say. Although sometimes I like to hear that, I'm getting sick of it.

What most of you see :
                                                       

Reality :

                                      

Then there are the boys....

I don't really get them . All I can conclude from them is that they make really good jokers and I like people who love to joke and are not that serious.
Things I look in a boy :
~kindness to everyone
~politeness to parents
~helpful and understanding
~JOKER
~neat and tidy and has manners
~good job
~good education
~good taste in music

That's it ...

Sunday ~ 29/4/2012

Today was a pretty hectic day. I went to school because we had an activity. Then, I helped my teacher with our stall and it was fun. Fun in shopping and selling.  There was also a horseback ride part and I wanted to but I didn't get it. Anyway, when I got home, I slept for a LOOOOOONNNGGG time. I was so tired. And now (9:16pm) I am wide awake. All I need is to do what is left of my homework and chores but I am keeping myself busy with the computer . Cheeky aren't I ?
But on Monday we won't have to go to school . Yay !!!!!!

Monday ~ 30/4/2012
I am getting nervous. I left my PPIM hijjab at my aunts house and my mom said that she will get it tomorrow. Never mind.

Tuesday ~ 1/5/2012
My mom took my hijjab and it was like 5 pm. I went to the bathroom and handwashed my hijjab because I need to wear it tomorrow. When I finally hung it to dry, I was like 'Fuh ! Finally !" But it wasn't that dry because it rained at night. So I ironed it and all.

Wednesday ~ 2/5/2012
                                             
Tomorrow is the drama thing. All I thought about when I was at school was that I want to go home and get ready. Our class made last minute preparations and the actors were a bit befuddled. The guy who plays Mother in the drama said "Oh my. I'm so scared...."
All I thought was, please do the best dudes !
The MCs also had last minute things. We were just informed that we won't be standing on the stage. Most of us were like 'What ? No !'. We planned for everything to happen once we were ON the stage. Our table was really close to the stage which meant that we would stay there and all.    
We picked costumes and then I had to go home.

Thursday ~ 3/5/2012

Drama Time ! I went to school and we set everything. I had hosted the whole thing and let me tell you : It was exhausting. We had to sit through 6 classes. And some where a lil bit too long. My review on their performances.

Umar's performance :They were first and I despise this class. I really do. Their narrator was at backstage. And the teacher specifically said that the narrator should be IN FRONT of the curtains. Oh well. One of the things I like about their performance is their Lisa looked so cute and innocent. Lisa was the only one in character. And then there are the guards . They looked like FBI  agents.
                                                   
                                               
I was like cracking up when I saw them. I mean, HOW did they find sunglasses in the olden days ?

Ali's performance : I love it. Their narrator was brave and stood out in front of us. Their Lisa was sweet but looked like a boy. Their guards looked like MJ with the hats and all. They put on 'What Makes You Beautiful' and 'One Thing'. I love those songs. Their props were really cute !

Hamzah's performance : I don't know what to say about them. But, their brochure was tres cute ! They put funny songs and that was fantastic. Their guards had guns.... And everytime their rumpelstiltskin walked out, he would make them fall like he was a Jedi. And I have never seen a guard die too many times.

Osman's performance : This was my class ! They did great !
I was so happy when my narrator came out and she was so enthusiastic with her clothes and all. The curtains went up and the show started. We made it different because we didn't start with the usual in a cottage thing.It was great.
~Lisa was of two things : adorable and annoying. At one scene, our rumpelstiltskin did a mistake and he went along with it. When at the last scene where they found out the name, he threw the baby and Father caught it. The boys sitting behind me where like , " Don't you love your baby ?"  I cracked up at that thought.
~Mother was so girlish and well.... motherly. He did funny gestures with his shawl and the MCs cracked up. His voice was okay and all. Well, he was one of the best mothers ever.
~Father was really energetic and positive. He did have a happy face and traces of boasting. He was perfect.
~King hasn't enough practice but he did well. He was great with the cape and majestic walk.
~Rumpelstiltskin was great. he painted his face purple and he finally got his lines right even though he made a mistake in the beginning. But overall was great.
~Narrator needs no comment. She had shown everything with pride.

Talhah's performance : I noticed the lightsaber. Their rumpel was mad ! But in other words : Rumpelriffic !

ABK's performane : We were bored at the time and noone paid that much attention but the narrator was cute and sweet.

So the results ?
Best Narrator : 2 Osman
Best Lisa : 2 Osman
Best Mother : 2 Osman
Best Father : 2 Osman
Best King : 2 Osman <~~~~~~~~~~ Unexpected for us !
Best Rumpelstiltskin : 2 Talhah
Best PA system : 2 ABK
Best performance : 2 Osman.

So thankful of the results but I don't really feel like a winner. I dunno why. But we won fair and square.

Friday ~ 4/5/2012
I was so bored. I missed the rehearsals we had each afternoon. And somehow, the end of our classroom looks so much bigger than it did before. Hmm... Missed the drama.

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Okay, this started yesterday aka 27/4/12.


I was called to see my teacher for the Drama we're going to do next week. And then, she told me the tentative and gave me pointers and the names of the judges etc. She told me that I needed  to tell them and luckily, us girls had a meeting with all the other forms while the boys go pray. So we asked the senior if we could have a private time with them and they said yes. When I was supposed to give the speech, I knew that they would be hungry because they haven't eaten yet and I tried to make it quick.
So I tried to speak but my voice was too quiet. I tried to speak louder but I couldn't.
And one of them cried out, "Ask someone else to give the speech"
Well, let me tell ya this ! Only me and a friend of mine was there when the teacher told us. So, who in the world would know what to say? Besides, when I handed the paper to one of them, she gave it back and I assumed that she didn't understand the teacher's handwriting. Hah ! Smartass !
                                         
So, we borrowed a microphone and  I told them the tentative. I also told them to inform the guys and they were like ' You do it !' . I was like What the Fudge ?!. I told them that we needed to do an extra performance and they were like no to what I suggested we do. Then they said we could do a powerpoint presentation or something and I was like what ? I asked them who would want to do it and they said that it would be the boys. But would they want to ? I mean, they are the ones who are going to act out and all. Would they want to ?
Then I reminded them about the duration of the drama and they were like, yeah we know. And I finally dismissed them. When we got back to our hang out, I discovered that there were a lot of people angry with me. My friends said that a class  next to us said " Hurry up ! We're hungry" . And a classmate of mine was like, "Why don't you talk in English? It's an English drama right ?" . Well, dumbass, if I talk in English, they wouldn't understand and it would be me who gets the scolding.

                                     

The good thing that came out of all of this is that I know how much my friends care about me. Tears are welling up in my eye, right now. I know, stupid right ? But, they are so nice !
                                              
They stood up for me . I was in the front talking so I couldn't really hear any bad comments and they were like, "Cut her some slack ! She did so much". and when I heard it, I was like, oh my friends stood up for me. I feel so adored. It made me feel happy and I appreciate it!
So, this is the conclusion :
I got bad mouthed by enemies
And Allah showed me that my friends love me.

                                             I'M THE HAPPIEST GIRL ON EARTH !
                                           

Head and Infections :
My head is still dizzy and every morning, my throat hurts and I have the sniffles. I don't know if this is a symptom for some dangerous disease or something but I refuse to take any pills. NO PILLS. EVER !  And I have the One Direction Infection ! All thanks to my friend who keeps putting their songs on. Well, I don't blame them. At least we have something that can beat the Bieber Fever. Ah, there comes the headache !
                                                 
Oh and another thing : My youngest brother got the Zayn Malik hairstyle. I have a Jr. Directioner. He looks adorable. If you can't stand my constant ranting about Zayn Malik or One Direction or whatever, hang on . I am addicted to them . Keyword : ADDICTED.


Books :
This was quite an interesting boring day. I had borrowed a book titled 'Hush , Hush' from my friend and let me tell you, it was great !!!! She gave me the sequel today. Back to Hush Hush. It's about a girl named Nora Grey who gets a guy Named Patch for a bio partner.Little did she know that Patch wasn't just her biology partner. He was a kick ass fallen Angel.
                                           
There's like four books in the series , I think. Three have been released and the last one will be released this October. I have read it and it is so intense , so thrilling and has so much suspense! I love it !
Nora is the Snow White slash Nancy Drew girl. She is scared and at the same time a good sleuth. Patch is like the mysterious bad boy who doesn't always play by the rules and has smart plans. It's a very good story because one minute you're like ok, this guy is the good guy. And then, in the second book he's actually the bad guy. And the guy who you think is the actual bad guy is actually a good guy who has a motive to make Nora hate him because of what, what and what. It's really good and I haven't seen a plot like this since forever. It blend the angst, romance, classic traditions and so on. It has action, suspense and dark thingies. Wow, I didn't know that thingies is a real word.
My friend will give the third book on Friday. <3

Tell me what to do :
 I am now reading Catching Fire (Hunger Games) by Suzanne Collins . I am waiting for Scholastic to come!!! Does anyone have a remedy for the One Direction Infection ? Help ! But they' re so sweet and random . They don't stick to a script and act different in front of the cameras or that. Currently listening to 'Tell me a Lie' by One Direction. I do not know why I love this song. Probably because it has more Zayn. It's so Amazayn . Haha. My friend helped me give the blog a new image. Thanks, A'ster. Well, I have a number of A named friends. There's Miss A(she's my sister). And my twin, but I'll call her Twinies. Then my mummy; I just call her Mummy.
I have a big FAMILY.
                                                  
The picture above gave me something to laugh about. Haha! I wonder who that is ? DO you know ? I certainly don't because then why would I ask ?


FANFICTION :
I haven't uploaded in like a week and that is the longest I haven't. I just don't have the spirit and inspiration. I feel like I want to add One Direction in everything. Hehe. I think the thing I have right now is Writer's Block. A flu so deadly that you can not update a story for a long time. The cure ? Unknown. I hate having them. Grr! I better go and stare at the Fanfiction page. Who knows if I get any inspiration.
                                                  
Here ! Now you can stare at it too !Bahaha!
*Love , Amirah

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